Lately, I have been feeling weird. I am not even really sure why. I think Hance's death has made me realize that life can be shorter than I think. It makes my stomach hurt to think about. I didn't even know Hance and I am devastated by the loss of him. It really is a shame that his life was gone because, although I didn't know him, I could tell he was a beautiful boy. I have been praying a lot lately especially for his friends and family. I mean praying a lot, and I know it may seem silly because I didn't know him but I asked God to tell him hey from me and I asked God to ask Hance if he would watch our backs from all the way up there. I am not sure why this is weighing me down. I was in Ingham's class today and my heart was just so heavy for him, I got really sad. Maybe this has me questioning life? I am not sure. As silly as it does seem, I will probably keep having God relay messages to Hance from me. Think of that what you will but I am going to keep doing it.