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i want summer time. i went prom dress shopping today with Ashhey. we seriously were at the mall for a good four hours. feet = dead. but she got a dress and it looks pretty on her. Lord knows if she will change her mind or not because she has a ways to wait. i wonder if i will go to prom? i am sitting here alone on a saturday night listening to Wiz. i don't even know..
i felt this picture necessary, hahaha.
last night was with the fam (- jimmy), oh how i love them. same as always dinner & a movie. we actually watched a good movie this time (garrett wasn't there when it was picked out, go figure). after we watched The Town ( i recommend), kyle and i proceeded to throw down. i got dominated. it is true that i do need to get good. i just really love the family. so so much.

my night is pretty much consisting of listening to Tom Petty and doing nothing. sometimes i like being alone. i just put lotion on my hands, i don't know what my problem is tonight. but today as we were coming home from the mall i was thinking and i really wish things had ended up different. i say "ended up" because that is the only way i know how to put it. i wish time would go back to a year and a half ago. no, i will not elaborate on this. i don't even know what i am saying.