i haven't been able to sleep much these past few days. i am not even really sure why. it is a terrible feeling though i hate it more than anything. laying in the dark makes you feel kind of hopeless, that is sad to say. maybe i'll get better. i really do not know what to say. other than the fact that this week @ school was a 4 day week & it felt like i'd been going for 6. truth is, i don't know what to write here. & i'm not even going to try.