this is strictly a rant.

i apologize if i sound hypocritical and stupid at anytime in this post, i just needed to get these things off of my chest.


1) the last Rolling Stone i got in the mail had Justin Bieber on the cover. i am not okay with this for a few reasons. one, i feel like the magazine is being brainwashed by the establishment. life is suppose to be about sticking it to the man & rock and roll. two, i feel like the magazine is selling out. i can't write for a washed up magazine that no one respects. i am sure that by the time i get my next one in the mail all these negative thoughts will be out of my head and i will be satisfied yet again. i just needed to get that off of my chest.

2) i straight up wish i could control the things people posted on the internet. i am tired of seeing people posting pictures of things they can't explain or understand or even tell me what they mean in the slightest just because it is a picture from the 1960s. you don't look any cooler because you can quote Jimi Hendrix or post a picture of multiple people in a field. i wish i could test everyone who thinks they are a "hippie" because sometimes they just look ignorant with the things they do. and i know that i am fascinated by the 60s and i realize i am not the only one who is. but when you are doing things and only listening to the music of the time to try and look cool and be in the stereotype, you just look dumb.

3) i get so frustrated with my daddy because he moans and groans about everything all of the time. and like i understand that our lives aren't the greatest and brightest in the world but they are worth living. i just get so sick of hearing him complain about every little thing that he encounters. i hate that sometimes he doesn't have any excuse not to go to work and he doesn't go anyway. i am not sure why i get so frustrated with him. maybe i just hold him to high expectations that are unrealistic. i do love my daddy very much and i hope that he never in his mind doubts for a second that i don't.

4) i am sick of people not having any respect for themselves. what you choose to do on your own time is your business and i respect that. i don't have anything against people and their choices. but i would rather not log onto facebook and see pictures of it. personally, i think it is tacky. i think if you feel the need to post pictures of what you do, youre doing it for attention not because of the effect it has on you after you swallow or exhale.

5) recently i have been becoming more and more aware that girls are uncomfortable with who they are and their bodies. i can not understand this at all. i just feel like i need to make an announcement of the loud speaker and tell every girl in my highschool that i am holding a seminar in the PAC and just preach to them about how being curvy is okay.