2011
ohhhhh, new years. it really wierds me out to think that another year of my life has come and it has gone. i just spent another year with the most amazing & greatest people of my life. i am really not sure how to feel about 2011 yet. i mean, i wish i could write a really nice love note about 2010 but i just can't. i feel like instead of preparing me and growing me up for a new year, 2010 just made me more of a child. surprisingly, i am okay with this. so, i guess here is too another better year (yes, i know you caught this reference) & here is a picture to bring in the new year. because apparently 2011 is suppose to be a fresh new start, but i am going to make anything and everything i can of it. i don't really have any new resolutions. just the same old same old. i hope i can quit picking my fingers blahblahblah. it won't happen. i know it won't and so does everyone else. i really feel like my resolutions should be 1) to be nicer to my parents and 2) to just say whatever is on my mind at any given moment. however, number two could have severe consequences. eh, what the f ever.
i would just like to say also, (ignore my foul language if there is any) that i am done with Your freaking bullcrap drama. and i am done with all of the words that you say. i'm done. i am so freaking done with biting my tounge. i am tired of you and your friends that do not even know me. i am also tired of You playing both sides. eventually you will have to choose, and if you don't make the right choice your world is going to come crashing down around you. and honestly, i am not really sure if I will have any sympathy when that day comes.
i hope things are getting better.
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