there they are. that's my family. give or take a few ppl, of course. but, yeah, that's them. i can't say enough about them. each and every one of them is beautiful. granted we're all a bunch of douchebags that can't even get along half the time. we've been together for almost three years now. and i honestly think the majority of us will be together even when we're thirty. it sucks to think that they're all going off to college in less than a year. i am going to be separated from them and there is nothing i can do to avoid that. my heart will be split in 10 different ways, whether they know it or not. i am going to be broken into ten different pieces. but i will have Molly, thank goodness for that. i am going to be okay. our connections will survive. we're going to do great things.

i will live in my grandma & grandpa's house when i am a grown up. there is no doubt about it. it will happen. i was sitting out on the patio with them earlier. they're so beautiful. the sky was so blue and the leaves were so green and i couldn't help thinking "this is where i am meant to be". and it is.