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i rented and watched Notorious. i wish more people rented movies. and i wish movies were still on vhs. i also think the world would run alot smoother if people bought more cds and coke was in glass bottles. the other day i was taking the bro to work with my moma and the radio was on the old station and the windows were down a crack because my dad spilled vod in the backseat and i, it was good. i wish i was in bffoy's car right now, with the same cd and the same songs playing over and over and screaming hold on loosely at the top of our lungs. i don't know what to say, although i've found a new love for hip hop. Christmas is about to stress me out really bad. i've got alot of projects going on. and some i haven't even started on yet. the main thing is that i just finish the quilts, and get/make jd something. i hate being a girl once a month. mom, why couldn't i be a boy? "because God wanted to make my life hell. thats why he made you a girl." i don't think i'm going to make a very good parent, when i have a kid. okay, a zillion thoughts are running through my head. i want to go on a adventure, but only if i can hold your hand the whole way. can we sit and watch the lion king? its the only disney movie i managed to hold onto (unless i'm getting it mixed up with the little mermaid). four more days until break, maybe i'll last. i have a feeling something good is going to happen on break. no deep thoughts today, except i've found someone easy to talk too. its nice talking to them. sigh, lets go to sleep now.