are cannibals real?

i can't answer this.
i wrote a letter today. one of several i've been needing to write. it has the answers to last nights math homework on it also. i'm losing my creativity. U2 was EPIC! i can't even explain. amazing, amazing, amazing. fastforward button. i'd love to have one of those in real life. this is getting hard, i'm closing down. the weather is getting to me. the cycle has already started, and i can tell its going to be brutal. i'm so thankful youre here though, i'd be worse if i couldn't talk to you i think. i hate the monster this season makes me. i'll pull through, in the end. i always do. i always win. we're drifting, you say. driftwood. no we're not. i'm not going anywhere. nothing is never nothing. always definitely something. i miss you. the trees are dying, someone told me. i saw a couple arguing about which way their hands go. i'm trying to fix myself. i can do this. start with the little things. the medicine, yes, thats a good start. lets keep it small. thats good. a new bed, thats even better. keep going. don't give up.