i promise you this, a little's enough.

i can't help it but i just find Angels & Airwaves to be so inspiring. so far in my life i've found: about three people that can totally understand me. about seven people i relate too. one person that knows me better than i know myself. and two people that can make me laugh no matter what. i hate to say it but at times i have really, REALLY judging friends. and i just sit there and let it happen. because when i do speak up, everything all seems to fall back on me. i mean, i can handle it. it just annoys me. but we all have different eyes. speaking of eyes, i wish i could find someone that would catch my eye. it would probablly do me a little good. but i seem to only have eyes for one person. this fact doesn't bother me, however. this past week has been sucking the life right out of me. i can't ever get to sleep. thoughts of you fill my head. i try not to think. i lay in the dark hopelessly, with my ipod set quiet. i can't tell if my standards are too high or far too low.