ain't to proud to beg.

today is pizza;
yesterday, i got two whole meals down :).
i'm so proud of myself. it rock'd.

me and jess suck. we're out of control.
i hate my pretty friends.

i'm trying to open my pessimistic eyes to oh the joys of
optimism. but its just so hard, when i can't even give things
a chance. music knowledge, or lack of. i'm trying to find
perfection, again. its not working out rinnow, so i think i will
just try and be content and quit looking.

i'm cuttin' it short today boyz.